God works in mysterious ways.

I did not anticipate that the happiest day of my life

would be someone else's wedding.

I love them so much.

I am so blessed.

Pygmy Anteater OMG it's SO CUTE

Craig and William threw a party...

Craig is always awesome and happy and laughing.

Aren't they cute?

I was feeling a little festive myself after making the 55 mile hike to northern LA County (and thankful to STAND LOLOL!)

Spent two enchanted days at the beach this weekend, where I go to detox from this urban life we lead in the OC. There were 5 and 6 foot waves today...

Sending the peace and harmony of the beach to ALL with LOVE!!!!!

The Divine Masculine - channeled 8/17/08

“I am the Divine Masculine”

"All anxiety is born in the 3rd dimension; in Separation Consciousness. Allow yourself to go ahead and evolve to the space just before the 5th dimension, where you will find it amazing that you were ever able to tolerate anxiety at all. Allow yourself to experience Unity Consciousness, which is completely anchored now on the planet with the arrival of the Divine Masculine energy. The Divine Feminine was first to arrive, as she resides in Gaia herself. The energy of cooperation instead of competition, nurturing instead of conquering, acceptance instead of insistence, sharing instead of obtaining, and everything else centered in the Love of the Divine Feminine is now the order of the day, the way in which you are called to transform your society.

You are called even though you realize the painful truth that not all souls will make this choice, and will continue to wallow around in Separation Consciousness through the end of this lifetime, and of all lifetimes, until they evolve. Celebrate the truth that you can create these new systems at this time in order to raise the vibration of the planet and her inhabitants!

Now that the Divine Feminine is ready to receive and to nurture all, it is time for the Divine Masculine to begin to lovingly create abundance for all, for whomever so chooses to allow this to be.

Welcome co-creators! In ecstasy we announce your arrival to every corner of All That Is. The Cleansing, the Quickening, the Ascension, the Golden Age, the Age of Aquarius, the Rapture, or whatever you want to call it, is here. Now.

Pay attention to the Divine Masculine energy as it replaces the masculine-run-amok that has ruled on your planet for so long. It will insist that everyone have enough. Nothing else will be satisfactory, and all will default to the path of least resistance to the energy that is inclusive, as held by Mother Earth. You now have both an active and a passive creation force that will ensure abundance. Those who resist will continue to harbor anger at anyone who speaks this truth. They will verbally attack. They will find that their power is no match for the Divine Masculine.

Brilliantly your lights shine through the darkness and illuminate the path for all who so choose to reach the 5th Dimension and its higher thought paradigms.

In Lak ‘ech

(I am another yourself)"

By Jesse's friend Dan, on Jesse's birthday no less

Signs of intense change are upon us. The mystery and magic at work defy all that I have witnessed, and can comprehend. The call of change is a call of death and rebirth. This is a time unlike any humans have known. These are the days when life as we know it ends. We are entering a new way, and the birth has begun. In the times ahead, when uncertainty dances with confusion, and the hope of a world of balanced love may be born, we shall face much disaster. The breathe of Gaia shall draw more deeply, and the winds of our world shall tear down what she chooses. Her storms and her tides shall rise, and reshape the land for a new time., moving us as she will. Her body shall quake, and open forces from the deep that we fear more than we know. Her fires shall rise, and be unleashed to burn the old ways forever. And her Spirit shall make itself known within each of us. This is the dawn of an age of chaos. It is beyond our control, and well within hers. Humans will die, through compassion and fierce justice for the imbalances we have come to embody. Many many opportunities will be given to follow new ways. Do not fear. Place in your hearts the commitment to surrender yourself into this, our body. Act and share and do and be in the ways that call in a new way. Of balance, of love, of magic. Each time the fear rises, each time the ground of our ways ripples more, and takes more of itself back into the earth, choose new life. Choose the capacity to be reborn yourself, with nothing more than what you need. And all that you need shall be here. Open, please, to sharing love beyond the constraints of our practices, our patterns, our gospels, our fears, our cultures. The culture in which we have been raised is dying, and it is not meant to last much longer. Trust yourself. We are of her, and when we accept our body our spirit, as the love that breathes the new world into being, we become that. We will move where we need to be, when we need to, without confusion. We shall stay where we need to be, when we need to stay, and be open to doing and being and sharing all that we can to guide ourselves and each other into the deepest roots of love that we are prepared to become. Do this now. Surrender yourself now, in your mind, into your own heart, which is already, and has always been, of her essence. Allow the brain, and its daunting gifts to this world, to humble itself to the world herself, and the path of love shall open even deeper to you, and you shall make choices that are this much more of our very finest nature. For we are needed. Our love is the divinity of a new age. Be it. Choose this now. We are needed. If you are an artist, make your art in each moment. Begin now. We are asked to create love in the face of all fear and pain. If a storm tears down my home, I shall dance in the grass. If a fire burns down my store of food, I shall make music in the ashes. For that which we create in our souls is what shall surround us and those we love. We ripple through the minds of those who are changing by our side, and makes all more fully prepared to be born anew. Make love, and keep making love in the face of all fear. Begin now, and do not stop save to rest in joy. Joy for the love that we all long to be. And we are called, we are begged, to keep making it, to ease the changes. To live the prayer that the pains be loved into peace, the devestations sink back into the earth and the sands of time, and the flowers of our hearts shall sprout, and keep living long past what we can anticipate. See in the eyes of those you know, and those you watch, the choices they are making. Feel in your body the ripples of the vibrations that everyone creates. If beings are choosing fear, allow them to. If those you love choose fear, speak your peace, and walk away. For arguments shall not birth love, and anger breeds itself. If you encounter either, be them, feel them, and let them go. Make love, and keep making love, in all ways you can. Care for your body. Begin now. Now for this is your sacred gift and connection to this world. It is from the strength of the balance we create in our body, that our love may rise and ripple through our shared body Gaia. Gaia, I am Gaian. Protect me in the days and years ahead. Guide me to peace and safety, to open myself to your calling, and to align my dreams with yours. May I be joy and creative love in the face of whatever changes come. May the seeds I carry in the Garden of my heart sprout wherever they may grow well, of true balance, where humans remember our self, become anew... And learn to be reborn as Angels. Gaia, Into your hands I commend my spirit.

Can you feel the meteor shower?

All afternoon and evening I have been trying to put my finger on the very highly vibrating energy. It is kind of restless, but very focused in the NOW moment.

Then I remembered that the Perseid Meteor Shower begins today.

http://spaceweather.com/

wwWWOOOWWww

LOVE TO ALL

dave

Marlene maintains that "This apartment is so gay."

OMG the vacuum caught on fire! I guess it was to be expected; it had served me well for more than 15 years - I originally got it when I had a shaggy dog to clean up after.

So, it was off to Target to get a Dyson Ball (I had never even heard of it until Jesse was talking about it).

They say it is engineered with presicion; I say it's wierd. Stuff just does not work like you are expecting it to work. (Think of those car windows in 1980's and 1990's GM cars that you have to roll up and down ass-backwards and you'll know what I mean). But OMG does it suck up the dirt. I had to empty it THREE TIMES already.

My apartment has never been so clean. I covered the hideous mustard-ish golden yellow bathroom floor with these soft tiles from Target.

I like it a lot. They fit together like puzzle pieces. I especially like the cushiony feeling the floor gives your feet when you step on them.

And if they get dirty, just pick them up and wash them off and slap them back down again. Easy as pie!

My options were a dark grey/black, Hot Pink, or this subdued beige. I think I chose well.

I had not cleaned my bathroom since before I went to Texas on July 4th. And this is August 10th. What a relief to have it sparkling again. (Watch it sister - I've been busy having epidural injections and going to the beach and other important stuff).

Got rid of the rocking chair, opening up the dining room a little.........

Got rid of the television in my bedroom that I never ever use, opening up the space nicely...

Washed all the candle holders to make them shine, then dusted...

...got the balcony spic-n-span (now if I could only get those pillows back onto that papasan comfortably OMG).

...and cleaned and watered and fed the plants, and tossed the dead one.

Topped it all off with a candlelit evening!

I even swept the front landing (both floors) and stairs (but I am going to con Michael into handing me the garden hose over the fence when he comes home so that I can wash the concrete - it's all full of LA soot and grime YUCK).

All that's left is the kitchen, and going through the closet to find things to get rid of, by way of donation to Goodwill or something. I have too much junk!

I think I live in a wonderful place. But then, how could it NOT be wonderful, with me as the host?

LOVE TO ALL

Can you believe how sexy this man is? I mean seriously. His heart is as big as that smile. He taught me about love, joy, and gratitude.

My sweet Linda next to the painting that she painted for me.

My peeps, on the way out of town for vacation.

Happy Birthday Jesse!

Channeled 8/3/08 - The Divine Feminine

I received this message at the beach on Sunday by an entity who identified herself as "The Divine Feminine." I am, naturally, astounded.




"I AM the Divine Feminine."

"We love you so much for being able to hold on, so to speak, long enough to fulfill a very important facet of your soul contracts. Those of you who have been so vigilantly attempting to locate The Divine Feminine Love as it would be expressed by another person, with whom you believe a relationship would be needed in order for the Divine Feminine expression of love that you desire to exist… …those of you who have so tirelessly attempted to find the Divine Feminine expressed in the Earth plane, outside yourselves, perhaps in the eyes of another, in a friend, a lover, attempt no more. Thank you for finally realizing that the Divine Feminine aspect does not spontaneously occur in the density you find yourselves in. No. By turning your gaze inward, you have discovered that you have assisted to anchor the Divine Feminine energy onto planet Earth, by remembering all of the clues that you left for yourself. Your espionage skills are beyond reproach, no matter how much you believe that they fail you. You should be called 007. James Bond. Ha! Congratulations! You have earned a well-deserved resting period before you embark on your journey home! Breathe deeply, and relax. Your vigilant studies surrounding life, emotion, religion, and science have led to an understanding that all of you have every emotion available to you at all times. No matter what emotion you are currently having, its opposite is available to you on the continuum of emotions. Also, how would you be able to recognize and to identify any emotion that you are feeling, unless you did not also know its opposite? Just turn the wheel of emotion, and select again in any moment that you observe an emotion that you do not want. This is the very principle that finally allowed you to understand that the Divine Feminine Love that your heart longs for is not present on the Earth plane – except within yourselves! It is yours to create, and it has already been created, from our vantage point. After the initial shock to your system of the reality that those of you reading this have played a part in the creation of a Earth in which the Divine Feminine is ever-present, take time to relax and to absorb this information. It may take some of you no time at all to adjust to the reality that YOU carry the Divine Feminine. Some of you may take longer to adjust. This is not a process to rush. You must learn to hold the high vibration that you experience when tears well up in your hearts when watching a movie, or when listening to music, or any activity that causes profound and overflowing joy in the moment. The New Earth will be patterned after the idea that the presence of the highly vibrating Divine Feminine Energy is nothing to shame, fear, or reject, and, in fact, it is something that must be present in all endeavors in order to guarantee success. We love you so much, for your continued efforts to remember why you are here, and what you were supposed to do. After you have practiced holding the high vibration for a while, you will begin to notice what lies ahead for you as you begin to take paths that you would ordinarily not even consider. Go gently, and be the Love that you are!"