Friday, October 31, 2008

Scotch Tape x-rays (produced in a vacuum)


My friend on tribe.net, Melissa, writes:

"My friend Alice's nephew died last Tuesday.
He was shot in the chest twice by the Anaheim, California police. One shot went right through his heart.

He heard a commotion at the neighbor's house and ran outside to see if they needed help. Because he was young, strongly built and black, the police assumed he was part of the problem.

He had no weapon. He just wondered if anybody needed help.
He had been married less than a week. His wife is expecting a baby in December. He was studying veterinary medicine in college.
I just thought people should know.

My friend Alice told me she wishes she had a storm cellar, so she could crawl in, latch the door and scream until she can't scream anymore.
She said she can't though, because there are too many people who need her to be strong. Then she said the most remarkable thing.

"Melissa, we can't let bitterness and hatred into our hearts now. We can't let any man make us hate. Then he wins."

Thanks to all of you for your thoughts and prayers and offers of support. The family is still so shocked that nothing has really been set into motion, but I will certainly keep you all posted.
Alice and her family are devout Christians, and they believe God called Julian home for a reason.

I am thinking about his grandmother, his wife, his unborn child, his parents, all of his aunts and uncles and friends. I can't see the Divine Plan here, but maybe I'm not meant to.

Hold your loved ones tight. Put your wagons in a circle. Try to find some warmth and light in this cold, dark night."


I am spreading this message so that we can all continue to help raise the consciousness level on this wretched planet, where suffering caused by so many things, including racism, still exists as part of the separation consciousness, which is now leaving the planet.

I have offered to write the story up for the internet news blogs, but will only proceed with Alice's permission.
I know that many of my readers are lightworkers, and I intend that this message assist us in reaching each other through our heart chakras in a simultaneous meditation, so that we can pass that high vibration on to others that we know as well as to strangers. This simply must end.
LOVE TO ALL, JUDGMENT FOR NONE
dave
Julian Alexander Memorial Fund
c/o Bank of America
406 North Euclid Street
Anaheim, CA 92801

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

One of the Forerunners.

from http://snoedel.punt.nl/?r=1&id=417017 - for the entire channel, click the link

"I am speaking of within the energies of the earth's plane in this moment. You are each expanded hugely, your consciousness moves out in every direction. For some you, you are not even aware of what this effect is to you.

Draw back your energies. I invite you to come forth as a group. As you create this group in which to invite that hologram of the earth, many of you are maintaining your dimensions of expansion. Whatever is comfortable for you is what I encourage you to do in this moment. As this group is creating somewhat of a circle, it's somewhat loose, you see moving up from within it the hologram of the earth.

For the past several months, maybe as much as nine months or almost a year, each time that the hologram comes up within your group, you are becoming much more aware of the layers or the dimensions that are around the earth. It's not just a picture of the earth or a globe of the earth. It is the earth and then all those shifts in consciousness that are now becoming incorporated. As you look at this hologram and you send an impulse from your consciousness into the hologram, it becomes illuminated with light, illuminated with energy. Perceive how you create a space for yourself. Perceive how you align within this essence."

Posted by Tuvasana Soma on tribe.net

http://unearthly-souls.tribe.net/thread/b71994ec-fe03-4afa-b165-12228ab59f50

"What does We Are All One meen? First Responce Channel AWM.

From the UNIversal Records of I AM.

We are all ONE refers to the realm of energy and source of Universal Life Force. At the beginning of the cycle of ignorance during mankind's plunge into the dark and sublime experience of individual consciousness through the past 26,000 years, HUmans' spiritual energys fragmented into a multiplicity personalities which taught you to interact and relate to one another. In this infantile stage of your developments the light of compassion was released into the darkest of your hours. Fully experiencing realms of dynamic opposites in the psyche of the individual experience of the collective mind, both Universal and of the Earth, as you are rooted in its vibratory frequencies as a physical being. As the speed of light changes and expands with the eternal clarity of Light entering the Solar System by the Photon Band. You have called and beckoned to attain the next step of your evolution. To this as ONE unified wholistic system of biological and intellectual life. One, NOW, fully awakened THROUGH individual experience. Now navigating the overtones of the Unified Field of consciousness which will soon lead to your collective ascension and your stepping fully into higher realms of existance while living a physical and Earth centered existdance. Seeding other galaxies and solar systems with biological life replicated by the fundamental truths observed through your Unification process. This merging collective mind is very difficult for those whom have an imbalanced relationship with the Ego, a necessary integrational frequency for the development of your I AM completion mode. Mode of Divinity and Man. As the imbalance becomes naturally attuned to the ONEness. The harmonic of UNITY will once again ripple throughout the known UNIverse, as it does at the beginning of each new cycle, will cleanse and balance the dark night of the HUman psyche. Purging the very systematic ways of disorder and causes of negative effect. This is not to place blame or judgment upon the observed imperfections of your current societies. This is of pure compassion and objective observation of the inherent results of the experiment of individuality. We do not wish separation from the sovereign freedoms of the individual experience, this is the integration of that experience into an expanding realm of being, which is inevitable in nature due to the necessity of creation to expand and experience new and joyful ways of BEing. A result of this integration is the development of your INDIGO SENSORY upgrade. The first 5 senses, each aligned and attuned through the vortices of energy known as your chakras (Root/Touch. Sacral/Taste. SP/Sound. Heart/Smell. Throat/Sight) As your primal natures began to infuse with the angelic nature of your higher self, These first five centers developed as a result of your original materialization into matter. The physical UNIversal will always seek to harmonize with the Spiritual realms. Your mind and thought processes have demanded the creation of a subconscious realm of existance for the balance of the lack of focus in the spirtual dimensions. Your focus became external and you created and invented the most amazing gadgets and gizmos which reflect the fullest potential of your internal UNIverse. This is the imbalance of the AGE, lack of internal work and maximization of the external experience. This is manifest in the dysfuncitional modes of your current structures which are not aligned with Love, the divine heart center where physical manifestation much stem from or the results will be subjected to the destructive and unrooted energies of the lower plains (root, sacral, SPlx) As you now experience the attunement of your 6th and 7th sensory completion. The HU of HUman becomes the relevant result of your experience. Hu (Hu (Sufism), a name for God.) The angelic infused and Divine nature of your being dancing harmoniously and consciously with the primal and rational states of your unified experience. There have been those whom have incarnated fully awakened with these sensory upgrades and have guided the innovative and intellectual ventures of your cultures. The day soon approaches where each incarnate being will be consciously working with the unified field where all information and records of past experience of duality exist. Telepathic communication will be the normal mode of communication where external devices will be seen as ancient relics of the new technology you are experiencing with your own bioelectric communication grids. No thing will be capable of existing which does not support the UNIversal grid matrix. In other words the physical reality will maintain equal resonance with the fabric of creation and will not be supported in its manifestation if the intended creation does not maitain the fullest light frequencies of the collective wholistic grid. When this happens there will be no defining term for wholistic medical practice, for there will be no practice which does not serve the highest good. Nothing will be shadowed or hidden, there cannot be unspoken intentions and motives. All will be clear and finely resonant with all environments and colective grids of the Earth and the Cosmos. Your breath merged with the gentle breezes from canyons to open plains, Your sight as precise as an Ant's and as vast as the Eagle, Your words the notes of all creation and your footsteps as gentle and strong as the deepest Aspen roots. Please allow your heats to release the fear by which enslaves your wildest dreams. Please remember the eternal child within which will guide you to the most joyful of dances without. Take a moment to breathe with a tree and let it speak to you its story of eternal truth as your roots blend and sing with the most vibrant of reds in to the veins of blood red lava flowing beneath your homes. Universal Fire and passion in perfect alignment with your home and environments. Breathing deeply into the depths of the primal egoic self and exhaling through the crystalline essence of creation shooting through the haloed crown of your divinity bouncing back from every star in the universe through rainbow prisms and spirals showering a spectrum of physical reflections and creation. Feel the presence of integration, feel the wholeness of your gentle and quiet breath. Feel the living essence of everything around you. SUN MOON STARS EARTH WATER FIRE AIR AND ETHERS. Now awakened within a fully functioning vessel of attuned BEINGness. A complete and resonant reflection of Harmony, Free and ALIVE inspired by all things in joy and innocence living moment by moment the eternal promise of LIFE.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Omega Tranzmission ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Medical technology has certainly changed.


I have been given the plan by the surgeon team, which involves lower lumbar surgery with pedicle screw fixation which will fuse L4-5, L5-S1, and the pelvic bone. The arthritic joints at those levels will be cleaned out to make more room for the nerve roots, so that they will not be squeezed anymore. This should relieve a great deal of my low back symptoms and prevent progessive permanent nerve damage. While I harbor no delusions about being completely pain-free, I am now well on the way to some much needed relief. This will mean that now my entire spine and pelvis, with the exception of 7 vertebrae in the neck, will be fused as one solid piece. Dr. Mudiyam says that my motion should not be affected too much, since there is barely any motion at the remaining lower levels anyway. Part of my old hardware has to come out, so my entire spine will be exposed during surgery, through the same incision as before. I also have some trochanteric bursitis of the right hip (inflammation of connective tissue) due to altered mechanical function due to the prior fusion, which will require cortisone injection treatment. It looks like this will be scheduled in December.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

The Gifts Our Friends Give Us

The greatest gift in the world, in my opinion, is being given the freedom to express to someone how much they mean to you, and to express that you completely and unconditionally love them down to the last hair on their little toe, no matter what. When this happens, you begin to perceive them as the very same soul, observing yourself with their eyes. This is where God lives.

This has been the most precious gift I have received from a group of people who I am fortunate enough to have this freedom with.

You get to express love.
You get to express joy.
You get to express happiness.

You get to express disappointment.
You get to express confusion.
You get to express vulnerability.

You get to express anger.
You get to express bewilderment.

You get to express the fear that you would be *nobody* without them.

You get to heal this and other fears, since you are free to express them.

You get to express forgiveness (especially of yourself).
You get to express the growth of your soul as you change.
You get to express to them their Divinity.

You get to express deep appreciation for all of these things.

This is why I love my life. This is why I am so excited to be alive for the first time in over 20 years. The prospect that my presence on earth migh allow someone the freedom to express themselves unconditionally, and that my presence might allow someone to experience the sort of growth that I have experienced, is such an exciting and awesome perspective to have.

LOVE TO ALL, JUDGMENT FOR NONE, ESPECIALLY OURSELVES.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

The Higher Dimensions are allowing much to be purged from the planet now.

Physicality can be completely brutal at this point, because we lightworkers are beginning to allow en masse the purging of some of the archetypal belief systems based in fear. This work is much different from any other work we have done thus far. Much more intense. After all, musn't we by definition be purging our individual fear-based beliefs, as well as those that many individuals have in common, at the same time? Of course. We might feel literally pulled apart or pummeled with a baseball bat. We have to allow it pass through us like a wave, rather than trying to attach to any of these thought forms or group energies that come into our awareness. Sometimes it is helpful to call the emotion by name, to thank it, and to ask that it consider itself released from your attachment to it.

I feel as though this ability that I have to verbalize concepts that many cannot grasp without hearing the linguistic definition of the concepts themselves it a very important task at this time, as we reach into our collective memory and discover things there that cannot be easily conceptualized without a thorough linguistic analysis being performed.

It's the best job I've ever had, and I like it a lot.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Welcome to the Cosmic Party!

The August and September energies were the final power-blasters that have now cleared the way for us to begin the long-awaited Aquarian Shift. The Golden Age is upon us. Those of us who felt completely lost here for so long are so excited and so ready to begin this process at long last. Truly, it is a Dream!

Whether you perceive it as that there are guides from a Higher Dimension, or that there are angels protecting us, or that ET's are visiting in UFO's and telepathically, or that we exist simultaneously in dimensions too numerous to count, or that there is a return of Christ Consiousness to Earth, or that Gaia is raising her vibration and is taking us with her, or (insert any belief or any actual perception here)...

...All Systems Are Go.

We now have full access to knowledge from a future time in our evolution; a time when suffering and lack do not exist. This is possible because the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine operate in concert at all times, to provide all needs necessary for existence in all planes of existence (or dimensions). As hard as this may seem to believe, the same is true on the Earth Plane.

The circumstances are now ripe for the Ascension to begin. Those of us who are beginning to reunite with our soul groups are finding that the increase of the speed of this process has become exponentially faster as of late. Our shared mission is unfolding before us as though we have found a comfortable home constructed eons ago, just waiting for us to move into it, and to allow it to support us fully. Many of us do not know the concrete details about the actual paths our lives are about to take, but this suddenly seems irrelevant. It is Good to be Home.

The idea that no entity can override free will in this dimension has puzzled many for a long time, because that conceptual framework is simply not necessary from whence we came. When we allow ourselves to accept that this paradigm is a complete illusion borne of duality, we become free from all barriers that might have interfered with our ability to experience the expression of Unity Consciousness, and to be the embodiment of Love itself. We are then able to fully allow our hearts to replace our egos, and to begin to conduct business as usual, from the higher-dimensional point-of-view. There is nothing left to fear or to wait for.

Whatever societal systems that prevent us from expressing the Love of the Creator will begin to fall away more rapidly now. There are individuals who will experience chaos and fear, which is why others are standing by ready to assist them to allow themselves to accept Love,to embody Love, and to express Love.

Let's Go!

LOVE TO ALL, JUDGMENT FOR NONE
dave

Monday, October 20, 2008

Brasscheck TV.com is amazing

I am asking everyone that I know to watch this 10 minute video (linked below) in its entirety.

The experiment depicted (about a Muslim woman) is so shocking that any loving person will most likely be completely devastated to a shriveling little ball of tears - bring the tissue box - it can hit HARD - as it hit me. Some may not feel such a personal connection to the events depicted. There is nothing gory or anything of that nature - the depiction is a purely psychological and sociological experiment.

The reason I am asking everyone to view this very difficult film is because I recogize that this is the type of work that I agreed to do when I incarnated, so as to help anchor LOVE in every corner of earth, and in every human heart - or to die trying. We have much work to do. This type of attitude is so pervasive in our society, and it is up to all of us to speak up and to stand up for dignity, in every situation.

I would venture to say that we have all experienced discrimination of this nature at one time or another, some more so than others, be it because of our gender, our race, our sexual orientation, our age, our disabilities, and on and on and on the list goes. Some characteristics have legally protected statuses, and some do not. I can tell you that this is one of many reasons that I will never leave California - because my sexual orientation is a protected status under State discrimination laws. And it is NEEDED FOR A REASON - I have been treated or have seen others being treated as badly as the actors and the unsuspecting public members in this experiment treat each other, and it is not something we can allow to continue. If we don't stand up and say the right thing when called to do so, we are not living up to our highest potential.

I love you ALL so very much. We have much work to do.

http://www.brasschecktv.com/page/451.html


My new signature "e-mail signature" is so much more relevant to me now than ever before.

LOVE TO ALL, JUDGMENT FOR NONE

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Breath-taking painting of Rumi, the Persian mystic and poet

Jala al-Din Al-Rumi called Maulavi from 1207-1273 was the founder of Sufi, whose music and dance became known as the Whirling Dervishes. It is believed that Rumi had a long lasting homosexual relationship with Shams-e-Tabrīzī, the person to whom he wrote so much of his poetic verses (after their separation).

from the second chapter of "The Prophet," by Khalil Gibran, which is entitled "Love"...

...Love has no other desire than to fulfil itself.

But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:

To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.

To know the pain of too much tenderness.

To be wounded by your own understanding of love;

And to bleed willingly and joyfully.

To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;

To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;

To return home at eventide with gratitude;

And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips."

LOVE TO ALL, JUDGMENT FOR NONE
dave

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Subject for counselor (note to self)...

I feel most judged when admitting to any kind of need. And, I don't like it at all.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Remember to BREATHE.


Dale is in the UK through next Friday.

At least we will have beach weather for a whole nother week. I guess I'll have to go, won't I, since there is nothing else to do. {wink}

Thursday, October 16, 2008

An article I wrote for OPED News.com

http://www.opednews.com/

My article: Universal Health Care


My first thought was to perform research and to document that the amount of money spent in the USA on health care is astronomical, and that the majority of the population does not have access to affordable health care. I decided not to spend my time assembling facts and figures that everyone already knows, that are readily available elsewhere, and that most people would not read anyway. Instead, I decided upon a different approach. The issues we face about health care in this country are not simply statistical or economic. The issues also involve philosophy, morality, common sense, and the question of whether or not we intend to act toward each other in a manner which is humane. Come to think of it, most of the failed social polices in this country can be described in exactly the same way; lacking common sense, morally bankrupt, and inhumane. This article is the declaration of an ordinary American, who is speaking on behalf of millions and millions of Americans who have completely lost faith in their elected officials, who have completely lost the ability to communicate with their elected officials, and who are no longer represented by their elected officials. Politicians take heed; the current “official” vision of the future of this country is unacceptable. In order for us to survive as a society and to be able to sustain ourselves in the future, several changes must be made. First and foremost is a mandatory Universal Health Care Plan.
I believe it is time that we recognize that the experiment we have been conducting by providing health care to our citizens with a free-market system, especially employer-sponsored health coverage, is a failure. It does not meet and will never meet the basic needs of our population. Too many persons have no access to health insurance coverage, and those who do are seeing themselves being slowly but surely priced out of that market and unable to afford basic services. Meanwhile, for critical care, those who are unable to pay don’t, and the cost is indirectly passed on to those who can through higher premiums and higher service costs. An analysis of this model shows that this trend is not sustainable since more and more employers are reducing or eliminating coverage for employees altogether, thereby reducing the amount of persons in the pool of patients with access to care and with the ability to make payment for the care. The shrinking pool of covered patients can only result in higher prices for all services. The costs are spiraling out of control, and yet we are able to provide less and less care for fewer and fewer persons. Is this humane? Emphatically, no. Does this make sense? Of course not. Are our elected officials listening to us when we say that we want meaningful, lasting change that will meet our needs? I am afraid not.

A popular critique of the idea of a Universal Health Plan is that it is based upon a “socialist” model which has no place in a free-market society. Those who support the free-market version profess to want to provide the most care and the best care to the highest number of persons possible at the lowest cost possible, driven of course, by free enterprise. However, those persons are not willing to take the final step that is necessary in order to protect those who have coverage from paying for the care of those who do not have coverage, namely, refusing those persons access to care. This is viewed as inhumane, and rightly so. Critical care is provided whether or not payment is afforded, and the cost is merely passed on to those who do have coverage. The flaw in the logic, then, is that while it is currently professed that we live in a society with a market-driven health insurance model, nothing could be farther from the truth. We are spreading the risk over the entire population in order to pay for the care of the entire population, and are simultaneously paying for care for persons who do not or cannot participate in, or contribute to the plan, for a variety of reasons. The current system, while disguised by political pundits as a free-market enterprise, is nothing more than a socialist model which is broken and which does meet the needs of the entire society. I dare a politician to announce that we, as a society, will no longer pay for care for those who cannot afford it, and that we will exclude those who cannot pay from using our system. This would include critical care needs in auto and other accidents, acute and long-term care for the critically and terminally ill, and children, and non-citizens, to name a few. It will never happen. And unless it happens, the system we have is not a free-market enterprise, but rather a substandard version of a socialized plan. The true socialist model mandates that everyone have the same access to care, regardless of income or social status. If we are going to operate under a socialist model, we might as well be good socialists and at the very least meet the needs of all of our citizens. Since our current system, mislabeled by politicians as a free-market system, cannot meet the needs of our society, it is time to replace it with a system that will. If that system is based upon an ideology that is considered to be “socialist” or “communist,” but yet provides a more comprehensive and humane approach than our current system, then perhaps it is time to recognize that the free enterprise model of economics cannot and will not solve the health care crisis, and that perhaps the notion that a free enterprise system can solve every problem in society is flawed. Is that un-American? I think not. Is that anti-capitalist? I don’t believe so. I believe it is more anti-capitalist to expect that employers and employees continue to pay enormous costs that prohibit them from being competitive and that ultimately lead the businesses to fail. What is so wrong about wanting to find a way to provide health coverage for all our citizens in a cost-effective manner that protects both our lives and our jobs? Nothing! What if the most effective method is a “socialist,” mandatory, Universal Health Plan? So be it!
We need a Universal Health Plan that provides cradle-to-grave coverage for all members of society, citizen and non-citizen, funded by premiums paid by all participants based upon the ability to pay (yes, a graduated, flat tax with no deductions, exemptions or loopholes), that eliminates the current level of bureaucracy in the administration of benefits, that frees the most amount of money to be spent directly on patient care rather than on bureaucracy and administration, that is free from the propaganda of managed care (another colossal failure) and that allows freedom of choice in treatment options, that fosters research, innovation, and a high quality of services, and that excludes no one. Is anybody listening?

Here's to new beginnings...

I walked away from a career in 2000, determined to never work in it again.

A few months later, I started the same career in a new city - San Francisco. That was so toxic that I left after 18 months.

I started the same career AGAIN in Southern California. It was so toxic it made me physically ill. Since I refused to abandon it, due to reasons of fear and insecurity, my body made the decision for me. I am now on disability, and am staring back surgery in the face AGAIN. (First was 30 years ago).

I can only promise you one thing - that I will never ever work in claims again, ever.

I think that the healing arts, green energy and living, and metaphysics/philosophy are going to be the big industries in the coming years.

I am seriously considering starting or joining a think-tank to challenge the failed policies that have wrecked our country for the past 25 or more years.

Let's remember to always make our priority that HUMAN NEEDS COME FIRST.

I have not heard a single politician address the issue of homelessness. Our country will continue to falter until we feed the hungry people in the streets.

LOVE TO ALL, JUDGMENT FOR NONE
dave

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

THANK GOD FOR ORGASM.

This continues to be the reason that I strongly believe that there are others in different dimensions waiting for us to catch up with them. I completely leave my body.

I am also fascinated by how unbearable life is without a regular, steady dose. OMG. And it is so annoying when you simply cannot, especially over a period of days.

WTF????

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I try to re-read my Mayan Horoscope every month or so.

This passage is such an accurate portrayal of the amazing and loving relationships I have developed over the past 4-5 years, and the journey that has resulted.

"White Dog is your Compliment - something that comes naturally to you.

One of the gifts of White Dog is the calling in and recognition of other companions of destiny. Other beings with the same longing are waiting to meet and acknowledge you - beings who can see you as you authentically are. When you have truly been seen, you feel empowered, and remembrance of a shared sacred trust is ignited. This is a natural process, divinely designed for recognition through vibrational affinity, freed from personal expectations.

Profound insights are garnered through shared purpose and relationships with others who are willing to be in their truth and integrity about the light and shadow aspects they perceive in themselves.

Similarly, intimate relationships can be viewed as unique opportunities to bring forward in each other deep emotional patterns to be transformed (OMG this is so awesome and true). In this case, those you have drawn to you hold the ability to assist you in your own integration as well. There are no mistakes. Be willing to look deeply into the truth held within any relationship. The expression of intimacy is a gift of love; the lack of it may be a symptom asking for honest communication and healing. It may also be guiding you to reevaluate your relationship and the purpose it is serving.

White Dog signals a breakthrough in your life: new beginnings, new perceptions, new allies and friends. As you express more authentically who you are, you draw your true family closer to you. With your guides and companions, you have the ability to manifest your inspired visions and dreams. Recognize the eyes and hearts that spark the remembrance of a sacred trust.

The harmonic wisdom of White Dog is affinity, the attraction of like vibration or substances for one another. Spiritual affinity is not limited to family kinship - it is part of the natural affinity between companions of destiny. Such companions of are drawn together by the same aligned force that draws iron filings to a magnet. Companions of destiny are drawn togther to do work that is naturally harmonious.

On the surface at times, it may seem that you have little in common with these companions, yet the attraction remains. This is because Essence Selves are often committed to work together long before they meet in the physical world. This is a natural process of affinity, rather than a process motivated from personal desire. Follow this guidance into your unfoldment within the larger pattern."

Saturday, October 11, 2008

*Screw* chicken soup.

I'm ordering Domino's.

This being sick is for the birds. It has been a long time since I felt this bad, so I can't complain too much.


I guess it is good practice for the upcoming surgery where I will be opened from head to toe again for the removal of my hardware and low back reconstruction.
After my surgery in 1979, I remember waking up and thinking that I had either been cut in half, or that I had died and that I was in Hell. (Yay! for my outgrowing Christianity, with its hellfire and damnation messages. How tiresome).


I think I need to buy a copy of "Frida" to get my mind ready for the battle. The look on our faces is not the only thing that we share.

I have never been too philosophical about my own difficulties in physicality, but this time is different. Whether my desire to become a philosopher is due to the wisdom of age, or the realization that none of us is in control of this life on the earth plane, it is time for me to take a new direction with my life. Why attempt the collection and cultivation of objects and things, when they are so transient? This journey of life is about the expression of compassion and love, and that's all.

Friday, October 10, 2008

from Cynthia on tribe dot net

I pledge my love to the one consciousness who never interferes

I welcome you and realize you have always been with me

and with all beings

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Phoenix will rise from the ashes...

Two-Armed Spiral Milky Way Illustration Credit: R. Hurt (SSC), JPL-Caltech, NASA Survey Credit: GLIMPSE


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"Cycle Shift"

"Well, look at this. All heaven is breaking loose, right here on Earth.

It's not like we didn't know this was coming. The prophecies and our own intuition have told us . . . something's gotta give. The "blue star" appeared late last year, heralding the next round of changes.

At the Full Moon in September, the reconfiguration went quantum with markets and systems and paradigms collapsing one by one, domino-style. Earth changes are intensifying. Every day, facades shatter. Illusions disintegrate. We're scrambling to keep up.

If we take a moment to center and breathe, really b-r-e-a-t-h-e, we can attune to the divinity underlying the seeming chaos. Feel into the changes. There's an excitement, a rumbling. A new day is dawning on Earth as love bursts through the cosmic veils. It's an honor, a sacred blessing, to be alive in these times.

When systems break down, something new can emerge that better serves humanity's evolution. This is a supreme gift of the shift: the potential for a quantum evolutionary leap into an enlightened state of being, ways more in harmony with each other, all creatures, the Earth and the Cosmos.

A planetary configuration during the Full Moon last month hinted at the possibility of an unexpected blow to reality as we know it. Turns out the financial markets would be the playing field. Economic, military and political realities are shifting by the moment. Notice how often the Plutonian term "meltdown" is used? Pluto re-enters Capricorn on November 26, transiting the sign of business, finance, institutions, corporations and government for the next 16 years. Expect further annihilation in sudden bursts as Pluto and Uranus square off in a revolutionary showdown.

Ultimately, upheaval results in balance. This is a beginning. A series of planetary transits over the next 20 years indicates radical changes beyond our wildest imaginings. We live in the Between Times, the cusp period between world ages. Every aspect of our existence will change as we metamorphose into new humans, and a new Earth. Western Astrology, the Mayan Calendar, the Vedas, indigenous prophecies and other spiritual teachings from around the world offer clues and guidance.

In these times of shifting realities, it's wise to prepare in a good way. Get sustainable. Become self-reliant. Circulate resources and gather with others who share similar values and intent. Form community.

Most of all, keep a positive focus. Lighten up. Learn to dance with the changes. As we make our way through 2012 and beyond, manifestation is accelerating. What we think becomes so, instantly. Release fear. Create from love. Feel the power. Share the bliss.

It's time."

Imagine Peace Tower

Yoko Ono's Imagine Peace Tower of Light


Bullrider.

Communication from the plant and animal kingdoms continues to vibrate ever higher. The collective consciousness is rapidly changing, more so than we ever dreamed possible. Today, I was shown that the halves of my brain do indeed perceive things differently. Intellectually, we know that this is true - like trying to write with the opposite hand - it's very strange. Well, our brains are being re-wired so as to integrate the two halves, to balance the polarity, and to leave separation consciousness.

It came to me in my third eye, like a picture of the corpus callosum in my brain being consolidated so that both halves of my brain now communicate directly with each other about the data that each half stores, so as to have a more complete picture of reality than I have using only my left-brain dominant, analytical mind. Awesome stuff!

In Lak'esh
(I am another yourself).

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Separation Anxiety...

"...is a psychological condition in which an individual has excessive anxiety regarding separation from home or from people to whom the individual has a strong emotional attachment (like a father and mother)," according to Wiki (hey - I was in a hurry).

Now that I have been off work almost two weeks, and have had so much alone time with my thoughts, I have recognized that one of my core background tapes playing through my head is what I can only describe as a feeling of "separation from the One." I have never felt completely and totally at ease on earth, for any significant length of time, and this very deep-seated and very warped emotion makes me ponder each person I last touched, and wonder if that will be the last touch I ever experience. It could be argued that this is a product of in being raised in a non-affectionate family (not a very touchy-feely group, those Texans). I am not so sure, because the way I experience this is connected to a time when I was not present on the earth plane, a time when I felt totally and utterly at ease and at peace and in LOVE - a time when that State of Being was the usual state-of-affairs. Was this a prior lifetime? Was this when I was in a higher plane of existence before coming here? There is no message that I am trying to convey, other than the fact that I have identified this thread flowing through my brain as background noise, and that it is a very critical piece of whatever is left of my old 3D ways. I have purged almost everything else, and now my attention is being directed at my very Essence for a good cleanup. And you know I can resist no challenge from any corner of my psyche.

BE Love, EMBODY Love, GIVE Love - it is all we have.

P.S. What a wonderful and sacred journey this has been to the center of my being. The layers of onion continue to peel away, eventually leaving my bare soul. I can hardly wait!

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Now, I am not usually one to be "star-struck"

But Gavin Newsom is my HERO.


He is the person directly responsible for Jesse and Michael being able to get married legally. His campaign to legalize gay marriage has been the most audacious and bold political act I will witness in my lifetime. His work will reverberate for generations to come.

See the orb on Gavin? He is protected by angels, as his work is some of the most important work happening on the planet at this time -
Equality For All.



presented some of the awards.

Dinner was amazing; we were at the Disneyland Hotel.


Chocolate overload!




We even saw old friends at the Tin Lizzie.

Be LOVE, embody LOVE, express LOVE. It's all we have.

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Letting go of control of EVERYTHING


As above, so below.

The current theme of every situation in my life is that I am being forced to relinquish control of EVERYTHING. I have NOTHING to rely on but pure faith and intention that my needs will be met and that I will not experience lack of any sort, even if shit starts to fall apart right before my very eyes. It sort of has already, but I cannot say that the changes are negative in any way. The stuff that no longer serves me is falling away, just as the guides have indicated that they would.

It's awesome! I feel as though I have been rehearsing for this time in my life for many years. I have no doubt that the coming year is going to be so full of changes, for all of us, that at this time next year, we will sit around in awe and amazement that we have changed so much, and that our world has changed so much as well.

It's so easy to live every moment of life in LOVE, as the embodiment of LOVE, expressing LOVE. I can't fathom why anyone would want to live any other way.
I am home at last.

LOVE TO ALL, JUDGMENT FOR NONE

Friday, October 3, 2008

Important information regarding your application

Should I laugh or cry?

Time to pursue a new career.

Announcement: DE-SF-08-109-OWCP
Occupation: Workers' Compensation Claims Examiner GS-0991-12Duty Locations: Long Beach, CA
Dear DAVID,
Your application for the above referenced position has been received and processed.
Although you were considered among our highly qualified candidates and your application was referred to the selecting official for further consideration, we regret to inform you that you were not selected for the position.
We appreciate your interest in working for the Department of Labor and hope that you will consider us again in the future.

NOTE: The information below ONLY applies to you if you are eligible for Veterans' Preference and if this job is open to the public; OTHERWISE PLEASE DISREGARD. Your application will be rated as applicable based upon your Veterans' Preference Status: NOT A VET. Status is subject to change if you do not provide documentation or if you do not meet eligibility requirements as outlined in the Veteran's Guide. For more information about Veterans' Preference and other special hiring considerations applicable to Veterans (e.g. Veterans' Employment Opportunity Act (VEOA)), please reference this link: http://www.usajobs.gov/ei52.asp.
Sincerely,
Pauline Lee
U.S. Department of Labor
10-03-08