Thursday, February 26, 2009

Is this why Jesse is always sick?

http://www.dontchemtrailmebro.com/


Our atmosphere is being bombarded with chemical spraying.  We say it clearly in Orange County the past few days.  Suddenly, a rash of upper respiratory distress symptoms in those susceptible...

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Current Ascension Wave notes...

It is always when I feel most stuck, always when I feel that everything is like sandpaper, when no consolation is possible, that I eventually begin to get excited. Because, what this means of course is that I am vibrating even higher than ever before, making me perceive the lower densities as especially brutal. Higher and higher we go! It seems that the current wave is all about purging the bottom basement of what truly is not serving us anymore. This will give us more storage room for the new energies that are coming around the corner. 

This is a time of questioning everything that makes you uncomfortable so as to become aware of what is really going on. This is a time to be CERTAIN, to have no doubt. Have confidence in yourself and in those around you. Do not plant any seed of doubt in your relationships. If you see doubt, treat it like a mirror and resolve the doubt within yourself. 

Remain in a true state of appreciation and gratitude in order to find your way past any emotional walls that arise.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Friday, February 20, 2009

Happiness is wild-blue foot mittens.


And the ability to create a beautiful new look on the spur of the moment.


Gratitude for the simple pleasures of life can help you focus in any situation.  Remember, we are all doing our best, and we are all our own worst critics.

LOVE TO ALL, JUDGMENT FOR NONE, FOR WE ARE ONE

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Snorkeling in Maine


Alcohol may have been involved.

Monday, February 9, 2009

Neurontin to blame for inability to achieve orgasm?


Well, thank God the pain doc talked to me about my nerve pain Friday, and decided to wean me off Neurontin within two weeks. (Suddenly stopping it makes horrid side effects - yeah, I tried that too). It is used to treat nerve pain, the kind of burning, icepick stabbing pain I had immediately after surgery from having the nerves all moved around and irritated. Apparently in about 1/100 cases it interferes with the ability to acheive orgasm (men and women!). Looks like I'm the lucky bastard on my block. It's been, what, 30 some days now and I remain completely disconnected from the neurological part of my body respnsible for arousal and all that? OMG.

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I see this topic all over womens' mags all the time, but never gave it much worry since my mind-body-soul connection cannot imagine going without orgasm for one single day. Not even one. I mean, I have documented that the intensity waxes and wanes with planetery cycles and what-not, but even then ususally I am able to get some reward for my efforts. But wow. Nothing. So in two weeks I stop taking it altogether, after weaning off, and then another week to get out of my system completely? OK I promise to seriously try to watch my temper and attitude stuff. But, please forgive me for any craziness, if you are a loved one nearby or close to my heart. I am out of my mind!

Planetery-itis

I wish I had kept the link because I read the funniest channeled message. It described that feeling of aloneness, that really empty place that can only be satisfied by togetherness, you know that place? That feeling of being separated from the Creator that you do not have in other realms of existence? That inner child who cannot be consoled without a hug? It's called PLANETARY-ITIS.
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I think that is a scream, especially since I suffer it so often LOL! At least now we know what to call it!

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Getting by with a little help from my friends...

What a busy week. Marlene and Howie prepared Dale a birthday dinner since we did not have a chance to celebrate his birthday with them before my surgery - meatloaf, potatoes, beans, carrots, and a chocolate cake with blueberries on top. It was decadent, and we scarfed it up like hungry dogs who had not eaten in days. OMG. How delicious. We were thankful for the delightful meal and company. (Carol was there too and made a shopping trip for me!).



All my friends helped me this week in some way or another, and helped me get back on track in ways that I cannot do for myself yet - including driving - and I give thanks for this assistance. Anda took me to the doctor, Jesse picked up grocery store items, took me to the doctor, took stuff to the mailbox, Chuck played Ukelele songs to brighten our day...
Dale, Jesse, and Michael took me for a cheeseburger (YUM) and took me shopping at IKEA for a candle run so that I could keep the wall lit...


I scored a bright orange dot where there used to be a red dot - I really like the orange...



Dale played general housekeeper and scrubbed and vacuumed and all sorts of other tasks that needed to be done - too many to list here... he also treated me to a hot bath with hot towels on my shoulders on Saturday, when I was feeling really poorly, and helped me start feeling human again. (And gave snuggles to DIE for). I give thanks for this assistance, given in such an empathetic and sincere way.



Michael humbly served to wash and dry my mattress pad in the laudromat, and to help change the bedding (yet another task I am prohibited from doing yet due to post-op physical limitations). I give thanks for this assistance and intend to offer my assistance in whatever capacity he deems necessary, in the same selfless way that he has done for me. And to everyone who has helped me, even in the smallest capacity.



I give thanks for the change in medication this week which seems to be helping the setback I had with an increase in pain. So, thanks to EVERYONE for helping me. I want to you to know that you are appreciated.







Saturday, February 7, 2009

Thank you Dale, I love you very much.

I appreciate all that you do for me. I miss you when you are not here. I am dying to find out how I can help eliminate the things you need to do at home that prevent us from being together at every possible moment when you are not traveling. You make me feel alive and good and wanted and warm, and why would anyone ever want to miss one moment of that? I sure don't. Hurry back and I'll see you tomorrow!!!

LOVE TO ALL, JUDGMENT FOR NONE, FOR WE ARE ONE

Friday, February 6, 2009

The Holon of Ascension

http://tomkenyon.com/the-holon-of-ascension/

A Hathor Planetary Message through Tom Kenyon
January 28, 2009
You are about to enter into a highly volatile period, full of extraordinary potential, yet fraught with hazards.
In March of last year we indicated that your earth’s magnetic field was experiencing perturbations and a morphing, or changing of its configuration. Your science has now discovered that this is, in fact, a reality.
In its most simple terms, there is a breach in the magnetosphere, which surrounds earth, protecting it from solar winds. Such a breach is a naturally occurring cycle, but the breadth and magnitude of this opening is quite large. It is allowing, and will allow, large volumes of plasma from the sun to enter. This will increase magnetic storms, disruptions of telecommunications, disruptions in bio-electric circuitry (such as human nervous systems), and climate change. The results of this breach and the increased charging of the magnetosphere will increase over the next several years.
Our focus in this communication is not upon the negative impacts of this breach, but upon the positive effects it opens for those who are ready.
Your subtle energy body, which was known as the KA by ancient Egyptians and called the etheric body by Yogis, is highly sensitive to, and affected by, solar plasma. An increase in the flow and quality of solar streams increases the vibratory rate of the KA body. This is a very beneficial and auspicious opportunity for those who are consciously participating in their ascension process. Let us be precise by what we mean by the term ascension, because it has many different connotations and ways of being viewed.
By ascension we simply mean a movement upward in consciousness. You do not “go” anywhere. You do not “leave” anywhere. But your perspective, your perception, is radically altered. You begin to see through the maya, or the illusion of this world, which is created through the dance of subatomic particles and into a configuration of what you call matter. Through the ascension process you realize that you are the creator of your experience of that which you call “the world.” It does not mean that you leave this world, but it does mean that you have transcended it–while still being a part of it–for you see through the lens of perception that life is a movie that you are projecting.
One could say that you are at a crossroads. As the solar streams enter into your magnetosphere, the KA bodies of all humans will increase in vibration. But for some, this will lead to disturbances and dissolution, while for others it will lead to ascension–a movement upward in consciousness.
This communication is specifically for those individuals who have chosen the upward spiral. Your challenge in these times is to allow the activation of your KA body to move you upward, even as many around you seem to be spiraling downward. It is, essentially, a question of vibration, joined with expectation and belief. It is the union of these three that births the creative impulse for a new destiny.
What do we mean by this?
It takes tremendous energy to transcend or transmute a negative condition or a limitation that has been placed upon one. You have been collectively hypnotized into a view of reality that is fixed, confined, limiting, and nothing short of imprisonment. When one sees through the lies and the manipulations, the old world does not look the same and yet the perception of the lies does not free one from them. They have a life of their own and a tendency to continue. It takes new energy–an increased vibratory rate–to overcome the lethargy and inertia that are intrinsic to your cultural limitations. This is the gift of the solar streams–the solar plasma that is flowing and will flow in greater quantities into your magnetosphere–for they will increase the vibratory rate of your KA body.
But here is the “cross-hair,” shall we say, in “the sight” of your destiny. For those of you who accept, or at least are beginning to see through the lies of limitation that have been imposed upon you and have made a choice to move upward into the ascension process, this activation of the KA body is a beautiful, exquisite miracle to behold, for your life will be graced with the power to transcend your own limitations in ways that have not been available to you before. It shall be as if the cosmos itself is joining you in the dance of your freedom.
But for those who do not choose to live upward in consciousness–who choose to remain imprisoned by the limitations, who seek to blame others for their misfortune, who choose to find scapegoats for their lack of happiness, for those who insist upon living the old world of conflict–this increased vibration of their KA body will not be a blessing; it will be experienced as a curse. Because they will have to work very hard to keep things the way they are.
The fabric of your old realities is being unwound at the same time that new realities are being woven. This is, indeed, an odd state. And what we wish to convey most clearly is that you have the innate power and ability to weave new realities for yourself, new freedoms of mind and spirit, regardless of what is happening around you.
From our perspective, we see this situation escalating over the next several years, and we would characterize it as a dual state in which many of you will ascend, meaning moving upward, while others will move into dissolution, a falling apart. This is, essentially, based upon a personal choice.
This is a very important point, to us, and we wish to convey it with as much clarity as possible. Each of you has the response-ability to choose the thoughts and the creations you desire. Some of you will choose freedom–because you cannot stand being contained any longer–the lies are simply too great a burden to perpetuate. Others of you will choose imprisonment–for the fear of freedom and the responsibility for personal choice is too much to bear.
This is a split in the road of evolution.
As your realities simultaneously dissolve and re-create themselves, and by that we refer to the economic challenges you are facing and the ecological and social challenges you are facing, some of you may experience very difficult times. But never lose sight of the fact that you are the creator of your life, and you can re-create it at any moment, regardless of the circumstances. Those who manipulate you do so through fear and perpetuation of cultural limitations–the belief that your life is dependent upon certain external factors.
What you will discover in the ascension process is that these external factors are actually projections from your own deepest consciousness. They are flickers on a movie screen, and you can change them in mind-bending quickness when you change them from the source rather than the effect, and the source is your very mind itself. The mystery of how this occurs reveals itself to you in the ascension process, as naturally as an orchid opening its blossoms. It is imbedded in nature itself, and this knowledge is self-revealing as you enter the path upward. We have said in previous communications that one of the keys is what you call appreciation or gratitude. These states of emotion are a signature and an expression of the creative powers you possess. What we mean by this will be clear to you as you move into the ascension process.
In future communications we intend to discuss the interdimensional physics of appreciation and how it affects your external reality. But in this communication we wish to give you a tool we feel will assist you in this period over the next several years, as the solar streams enter the magnetosphere and begin to stimulate your KA bodies.
There are a few fundamental points we wish to impart before we give the technique.
The first fundamental is that you must have made the choice to move upward in consciousness for this technique to work. The intention by which you hold your KA imparts the outcome.
The second point is that you need to be in the emotional state of appreciation when you do this method, because appreciation is the signature for this kind of creation.
The third point is that this is based upon a connection between the KA–your etheric body–and a higher aspect of yourself, dimensionally speaking, that was known as the BA by the ancient Egyptians. The BA resides in a place of consciousness that is outside time and space, as you construct it.
It’s entry point is at a place above the head where your hands would meet were you to raise your hands together and touch them above your head. This interdimensional aspect of your self, the BA, is highly receptive to appreciation. And it is from the BA that you receive the energetic that strengthens the KA and prepares it for the influx of the solar streams.
We call this method the Holon of Ascension. Like the two previous Holons we have given, the Holon of Balance and the Holon of Healing, it is based upon a specific geometric form. Geometry compels energy and specific geometries compel energy to flow in specific ways.
This particular Holon is based upon a disc. It is much like a top, if you played with such toys as a child. You place yourself inside this disc. The top of the disc corresponds with the location of the BA, where your two hands would touch were you to extend them above your head. The lower part of the disc is the base of your spine if you were to sit cross-legged. If you do this standing or sitting in a chair, then your feet would be at the base of the disc. The center line that goes through the top of the head, through your body, and through the perineum is the central axis of the disc.
In your imagination, you spin the disc around the central axis. For most people the natural direction would be to spin it to the right, but it can be to the left–which ever feels right to you is the correct direction. The size or diameter of the disc is immaterial. You can make it as large or as small as you wish. The color of the disc also does not matter, but if you are a visual person, then we suggest experimenting with making the disc white. This movement of the disc in the imaginal world… the world of your imagination…creates a vortex.
Once you start the disc to spin, your attention goes to the BA above your head and you send appreciation to the BA–the feeling of appreciation. There will be response of some kind from the celestial soul, the BA.
At this point you move your awareness to the base of your spine, to the root chakra, as this is the ground that pulls the celestial energy into the KA body. Then, for the next five to ten minutes, you simply reside inside the disc, allowing it to spin with your awareness at your BA and at the base of your spine. There will be a flow of energy from the BA into the physical body and down to the base of the spine. At times it will be a very light sensation. At other times it will be like a laser light or a column of fire or a stream. It may take many forms.
And as this energy descends from the BA into the base of the spine, it radiates into the KA body, energizing it. You can do this as many times as you wish. We suggest at least once a day. There is a caution: if you practice this too often, or for too long a period of time, you can experience a healing reaction. This is caused by the celestial energies flowing from the KA into the physical organs of the body and causing them to release negativity, toxins and other negative material that constrains their life force. As the KA body becomes more energized over a period of time, it will be able to incorporate the solarized particles from the solar stream and this will greatly accelerate your ascension.
This is the basic method. And as we suggested, once a day, five to ten minutes is all that is required, so long as your intention is clearly to move upward in consciousness.
We now wish to turn our attention to planetary service and to an energetic release we are calling The Great Triad.
The first weekend of April (April 3-5, 2009) we are calling a gathering in Seattle, Washington in which we will utilize the Holon we have just discussed and in connection with the three sound temples that we established physically in New Mexico, Costa Rica and Nepal. The union of these three shall be for the purpose of increasing the light of illumination.
Before this event, some time in mid-March, we will release another posting, another Planetary Message, with instructions for those who are not able to join us physically in Seattle. These instructions will allow those persons who cannot join us physically, to join us energetically and participate in this action of planetary service.
From the standpoint of the Egyptian mythos and initiatory knowledge, your civilization is in the Initiation of the Anmit, which is essentially a passage from the pursuit of power, into love, and the higher realizations that come from the higher chakras. It is a struggle between those who wish to perpetuate a world of conflict, as a stage whereby they can attain and sustain power, and those who wish to live a life of cooperation–understanding that all life is interconnected.
The purpose of this gathering shall be two-fold: to impart a greater mastery of the Holon we have discussed and how to utilize the solar streams for personal ascension; and to release into the earth’s emotional atmosphere a spiritual illumination that will benefit all life and add to the side of the scale that leads to cooperation over conflict.
Click here for Tom’s Observations Regarding the Holon of Ascension
Note: The Hathors will be giving an adjunct message sometime around the second week of March with instructions for those who wish to participate in The Great Triad from a distance. If you received this email directly from us, you will automatically receive the email notification in March.
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Thursday, February 5, 2009

Cute Overload.com does it again.


No one should have to sleep alone.
LOVE TO ALL, JUDGMENT FOR NONE, FOR WE ARE ONE.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

michael says,
Lincoln -versus- Obama As David would say "I like it a lot"

Jesse's Halo

For some reason, Jesse obtained a halo while sitting next to Neal, who was using the Crackberry to line up his next ho' bag.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

4 weeks later...


OK I can walk with my walker unassisted all the way to the shopping center across the street from my apartments. I gotta keep pushing how far I can walk. I am doing core ab excercises given by the PT guy who comes to my house. I am concentrating on those. I want to work harder and speed it up a notch. I think I need to.
I am fighting depression, but am calling on my friends who respond so faithfully and dutifully. My God I am the luckiest man alive. I cannot fail with this army of angels helping me back into flight!

Sunday, February 1, 2009

So, yeah, it's been a rough day. LOL!

"Sunday, February 1
The retrograde period of messenger Mercury began on January 11 and as it ends today our plans can take us in brand new directions. Certain areas of our lives were put on hold; now we get to move ahead again. Even though it's the weekend, our minds may already be ramping up for the future. We should try to process any excess anger as the Moon squares warrior Mars midday and then we can mellow out once the Moon enters placid Taurus at 5:08 pm EST.
Gemini, You might have so much to say today that you don't know where to begin. Unfortunately, you could overwhelm others with your false sense of urgency. It's not that your perceptions are incorrect; it's just that you could react so quickly that your friends and family don't know what to think. Take a few deep breaths and calm yourself down. Let your emotions run their course before you open your mouth."