Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Can it be true? After a lifetime of not fitting in or belonging anywhere?

"It has been a big journey of love of self, and for many it’s been experienced on the outer world by relationships never working out. We had so much completing to do and tying up of lose ends from karmic experiences unfinished, and soul contracts made, that it felt like the old record would never end. Just when we were so over our self and gave up on all the duality dance, knowing that true union is within, but for many still hoping that one could walk beside the one/those who are equal, well now it is the beginning of a new story, a cosmic story of completeness and wholeness where those that truly resonate with us and can hold the same energies and intensity of thought, emotion and physical energy can come to join us. The union is at hand on the lower realms now as we have cleared the way.
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Also the longing for a place to belong, really belong, not just a place you love to do your mission and live, or you love the place but do not resonate with the people around, or you love the people around but do not resonate with the place or somehow it never quite fitted. Even though you made do and were positive about it all and felt good mostly, but still something not quite there, now the New Earth is birthing we can feel at home, the doorway is opening for a life of joy on all levels with family, soul family, friends and all in harmony with each other and with the Earth, where the creative spark that lights you from within shines out and guides your way, not only for your direction but all around you in your home, the land and community. The light shines brightly from within and we are home."
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My God, how I want to *belong* somewhere, to someone.
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This astrology report says it is true, also.
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"As the Sun and Venus move through Capricorn, they are going to square off with Saturn in Libra who is already squaring off with Pluto. So again, because squares push us out of our comfort zones and in to new territory, you may as well co-create on whatever level you can at this time. As you begin to recognize more ways that your inner and outer lives do not match, this energy will give you the strength, courage and stamina to make the necessary, if major, corrections. With the added energy of the Cancer/Capricorn Eclipses, change is inevitable, so go with it and consciously address that which you deeply desire to change about your Self, your relationships and your environment. Use the frictional energy these aspects bring to break free of old paradigms which no longer reflect the real YOU. Whatever you do, DON'T GIVE IN & DON'T GIVE UP!! Navigating this time and processing these activations consciously will be duly rewarded. If you know, love and respect your Self, then you will want to cultivate strong relationships that reciprocate that love and respect. It won't be easy, but it will get done, so you may as well participate on whatever levels you are able. This whole year will reveal how well you maintain integrity and cultivate community, then a strong individual and a solid team of support will carry you through the next few years of truly radical new beginnings. This year is pivotal!! Don't waste even a second on looking backwards or petty distractions."
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"If you know, love and respect your Self, then you will want to cultivate strong relationships that reciprocate that love and respect." Wow - this is *exactly* what I want to accomplish in my new environment, to establish these kind of reciprocal relationships, which I have never had before. Please help me God, because this is the end of the road for me. Do or die time. Make or break.

1 comment:

Gandalf Rainbow said...

Bless you my friend. I too am looking for a better life. I wish you much joy and lasting Love.
Thanks for your blog it is something I read everyday for inspiration.
-Paul