wounded inner child appears, dazed and confused
as light floods the dark space
during the magical portal of the equinox; the cosmos has aligned
so confused about how this became so twisted
when all he needed and wanted was to be loved
as a parent loves a child
in you he saw the potential for acceptance
but instead became increasingly intoxicated
by the affection of the fire water
affection born of innuendo
cannot suffice
but the worst part is that
the game I did not want to play
consumed me, and I found myself mirroring to you
the thing I most despise, even if only a badly timed comment meant to lighten the mood
how could this have happened? the very opposite of my desire
the shame and guilt of trading places is great
treating you in the same manner for which I cursed you
how did I come to be on the other side of this looking glass
it cannot be allowed
forgiveness of the past, of the self, is the only path out of this maze
as I declare that I Love, and am worthy of the Love I desire
I (we) deserve to be comforted
accepted
honored
held
hugged
not as an object
not based upon my (our) "hotness" factor
but simply because I Am
it is only because I Love myself
that I can Love you
sincerely
unconditionally
consciously
it is so simple
why complicate it
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