So this intuitive woman in Santa Monica wrote in June...

http://people.tribe.net/nanseegee/blog?topicid=33f7c989-e478-42fa-b73d-b946708020bf

"This particular mind programming structure is referred to by the Guardians as the "nephilim reversal programming" and was particularly specific in perpetuating psychological male dominating control patterns in the 3D reality hologram. This was partially designed as a failsafe to suppress female consciousness from attaining its true God power in the physical during the Ascension Cycle. This was a way to booby trap the organic Ascension Plan which was originally designed to accelerate divine marriage between the genders (both inner and outer expressions). This program would render it inaccessible to the masses by distorting it through a myriad of reversals. Because of the nature of this, recently, many people had moments of awareness of releasing suppressed rage, or feeling extremely angry for no apparent reason. As this was dissolving or dismantling within the mental body it could also be very emotional. This was a human emotional body "piece" of realizing how spiritual freedom was taken by robbing humanity of its rightful birthright to experience itself within a divine/sacred marriage. Even if one is unaware of this consciously, it is still experienced as a feeling within the cells of the body."

This described my June experience exactly. I am so distraught over being denied spiritual divine union on this plane that I am ready to leave the planet. The idea that it is a cellular response resonates with me greatly. She also reports that those of us who are here to anchor the high frequency of the type of relationship in our visions will begin to find the Others, and that these types of relationships will start to form this year. Oh my God. Is this just another ploy by the Universe to get me to stick around longer, only to continue to deny me my birthright to Divine Union in a relationship? I am out of patience.