Finally, I break through this wound that has plagued me this entire lifetime, and maybe more.
a message from Jennifer Hoffman Tuesday, 22 September, 2009
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"Our ascension path is both ending and beginning as we move from polarity to balance. We accomplish this work in two different avenues, by seeking reconnection to Source and closure with the energies we have come to complete. We do both by trying to find balance between what we feel emotionally and what we know spiritually, balancing our memories of the past and their application in the present. Above all else, we want to find love and we will get it any way we can, and we get revenge by hurting ourselves to prove that we are worthy of love.
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Our search for balance includes our desire for love, where our outer reality mirrors the love we want. We can attain that when we have love within but that is not how we try to get love from the world. Instead, we try to manipulate others into loving us by showing them how much their behavior has damaged us and so we demand love by putting ourselves into situations that invite them to give us the love we want. But they have already given us all the love they have and there is no more for them to give us. How many opportunities do we give someone to love us? As many as it takes and if they won't then we find others like them and ask them to meet our need for love. This need is reflected in every choice we make because we are looking for balance through validation from others to fill the emptiness we feel within. When we stay within the energy of our pain and hurt we are a magnet for everyone at that vibration. Once we can detach from our pain we lose the "love me or else" attitude and step into a higher vibration, where we can create balance and release our pain and its accompanying need for revenge.
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"Our ascension path is both ending and beginning as we move from polarity to balance. We accomplish this work in two different avenues, by seeking reconnection to Source and closure with the energies we have come to complete. We do both by trying to find balance between what we feel emotionally and what we know spiritually, balancing our memories of the past and their application in the present. Above all else, we want to find love and we will get it any way we can, and we get revenge by hurting ourselves to prove that we are worthy of love.
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Our search for balance includes our desire for love, where our outer reality mirrors the love we want. We can attain that when we have love within but that is not how we try to get love from the world. Instead, we try to manipulate others into loving us by showing them how much their behavior has damaged us and so we demand love by putting ourselves into situations that invite them to give us the love we want. But they have already given us all the love they have and there is no more for them to give us. How many opportunities do we give someone to love us? As many as it takes and if they won't then we find others like them and ask them to meet our need for love. This need is reflected in every choice we make because we are looking for balance through validation from others to fill the emptiness we feel within. When we stay within the energy of our pain and hurt we are a magnet for everyone at that vibration. Once we can detach from our pain we lose the "love me or else" attitude and step into a higher vibration, where we can create balance and release our pain and its accompanying need for revenge.
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Is there an area of your life where you are seeking revenge by making yourself powerless and helpless so others can validate you with their love? Do you have an empty love center that you are trying to have others fill? What kind of imbalance is this creating in your life and how are you sabotaging yourself to get others to see how much you need their love? You can have all the love you want in your outer reality by remembering that it must first come from your inner reality. Then others will love you because they are attracted to the love you radiate and will love you in return.
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Balancing the Illusion
Is there an area of your life where you are seeking revenge by making yourself powerless and helpless so others can validate you with their love? Do you have an empty love center that you are trying to have others fill? What kind of imbalance is this creating in your life and how are you sabotaging yourself to get others to see how much you need their love? You can have all the love you want in your outer reality by remembering that it must first come from your inner reality. Then others will love you because they are attracted to the love you radiate and will love you in return.
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Balancing the Illusion
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In our life journey the soul seeks balance through reconnection. and the ego seeks balance through proof of love. When they work together, we are in balance, at zero polarity. When they pull in opposite directions, the soul helps create lessons to help us find our inner power, and the ego creates endless illusions of separation and the lack of love. We know that our material world is an illusion created from our thought and beliefs. We can use the ego's creative power and the soul's knowledge to create balance in our illusion so we have it all, love, peace and joy.
In our life journey the soul seeks balance through reconnection. and the ego seeks balance through proof of love. When they work together, we are in balance, at zero polarity. When they pull in opposite directions, the soul helps create lessons to help us find our inner power, and the ego creates endless illusions of separation and the lack of love. We know that our material world is an illusion created from our thought and beliefs. We can use the ego's creative power and the soul's knowledge to create balance in our illusion so we have it all, love, peace and joy.
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The ego is infinitely creative and it is constantly manifesting the illusion we live in. Wherever we see limitation and lack our soul reminds us that we are out of balance. We have two choices, to reach out to the illusion and try to "fix" it or to look to the source of the imbalance (us) and make necessary adjustments. Too often we become fixated on the illusion, our outer reality, and work harder to balance it. But this adds fuel to the fire, so to speak, and enhances the imbalance. The lesson for us is this -- if we are not balanced from within we cannot have a balanced outer world.
The ego is infinitely creative and it is constantly manifesting the illusion we live in. Wherever we see limitation and lack our soul reminds us that we are out of balance. We have two choices, to reach out to the illusion and try to "fix" it or to look to the source of the imbalance (us) and make necessary adjustments. Too often we become fixated on the illusion, our outer reality, and work harder to balance it. But this adds fuel to the fire, so to speak, and enhances the imbalance. The lesson for us is this -- if we are not balanced from within we cannot have a balanced outer world.
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Adjusting our inner imbalance is actually less complicated but takes much more effort, according to the ego, which prefers to use its creative energy in an endless flow of manifesting new solutions to alter the imbalance. But all it does it create more imbalance. The soul waits patiently for the ego to stop its endless creation so they can work together in a more effective way, from the inner to the outer. With each step on our path we are faced with this fork in the road, are we going to create from the ego or work in partnership with the soul?
Adjusting our inner imbalance is actually less complicated but takes much more effort, according to the ego, which prefers to use its creative energy in an endless flow of manifesting new solutions to alter the imbalance. But all it does it create more imbalance. The soul waits patiently for the ego to stop its endless creation so they can work together in a more effective way, from the inner to the outer. With each step on our path we are faced with this fork in the road, are we going to create from the ego or work in partnership with the soul?
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The ego goes into creative overdrive because when we feel the imbalance we think we are doing all the work and the Universe is not helping us. The Universe does not create, it responds. It cannot create balance for us when we are not in balance from within. This is where our ascension into spiritual humanity begins to take on new meaning and where we see that being still allows the soul to be heard over the constant chatter of the ego. Then we can balance the illusion from within, allowing ego and spirit to work together, so the illusion is in such perfect balance that there is no separation between the life we dream of and the life we have. And this is heaven on earth.
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Finding Balance Through Healing
The ego goes into creative overdrive because when we feel the imbalance we think we are doing all the work and the Universe is not helping us. The Universe does not create, it responds. It cannot create balance for us when we are not in balance from within. This is where our ascension into spiritual humanity begins to take on new meaning and where we see that being still allows the soul to be heard over the constant chatter of the ego. Then we can balance the illusion from within, allowing ego and spirit to work together, so the illusion is in such perfect balance that there is no separation between the life we dream of and the life we have. And this is heaven on earth.
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Finding Balance Through Healing
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With each new lifetime we have an opportunity to achieve balance within our spiritual and emotional bodies, by understanding the nature of our soul wounds and using this learning to allow healing to occur. It is when we look for balance, though, that we realize how far off balance we are, how deep our wounds are, how much we resist the healing and even how connected we are to our own woundedness. The connection to our wounds is strong because this is how we have defined ourselves and our path for many lifetimes. But we can find balance through healing and release our wounds and our resistance to healing to create a new, healed path.
With each new lifetime we have an opportunity to achieve balance within our spiritual and emotional bodies, by understanding the nature of our soul wounds and using this learning to allow healing to occur. It is when we look for balance, though, that we realize how far off balance we are, how deep our wounds are, how much we resist the healing and even how connected we are to our own woundedness. The connection to our wounds is strong because this is how we have defined ourselves and our path for many lifetimes. But we can find balance through healing and release our wounds and our resistance to healing to create a new, healed path.
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How can we be resistant to healing when this is the purpose of our life journey? Remember that our acknowledgement of the need to heal begins with a shift in our energetic vibration, which starts at the level of spirit and then flows down to the mind/ego level. This shift removes a source of the wound's energy and we begin to disconnect from it. This creates discomfort on the mind/ego level and we step into judgment, seeing the mistakes or criticizing our actions. We see the healing as the problem and not the solution. This is the moment when we can either begin to create balance or take ourselves even farther off balance through our judgment. If we stay in judgment the healing stops and we will re-start it at a later time, starting at a new level of imbalance because we have increased our awareness of the wound and are more confused about how to resolve it. We will repeat this cycle until we learn to be still, to bring Spirit into focus to remove our resistance and progress through the healing, releasing all of the wound's energy and replacing it with forgiveness, acceptance and unconditional love.
How can we be resistant to healing when this is the purpose of our life journey? Remember that our acknowledgement of the need to heal begins with a shift in our energetic vibration, which starts at the level of spirit and then flows down to the mind/ego level. This shift removes a source of the wound's energy and we begin to disconnect from it. This creates discomfort on the mind/ego level and we step into judgment, seeing the mistakes or criticizing our actions. We see the healing as the problem and not the solution. This is the moment when we can either begin to create balance or take ourselves even farther off balance through our judgment. If we stay in judgment the healing stops and we will re-start it at a later time, starting at a new level of imbalance because we have increased our awareness of the wound and are more confused about how to resolve it. We will repeat this cycle until we learn to be still, to bring Spirit into focus to remove our resistance and progress through the healing, releasing all of the wound's energy and replacing it with forgiveness, acceptance and unconditional love.
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It is when we arrive at core issues that the ego begins to create doubt and confusion. This is where healing can occur and balance can begin but first we must remove our resistance by calming the ego's fear of healing. Balance puts us at zero polarity, a neutral position of detachment, where we can create from our highest source and manifest our dreams. This is what healing brings us and it is our gift of the ascension process. Yes, it is difficult but only for the moment in which we have to choose between ego and spirit, our fear or unconditional love. Once we feel the freedom that is ours when we heal the wound we will not go back to it and balance can then be created."
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Copyright (C) 2004 - 2008 by Jennifer Hoffman. All rights reserved. All material on this page is protected by US and international copyright law and may not be quoted or reproduced without the express written permission of the author. All authorized reproductions, quotes or copies, in whole or in part, must reference the author's name and the Uriel Heals website, http://www.urielheals.com/. (Posted with permission from author).
It is when we arrive at core issues that the ego begins to create doubt and confusion. This is where healing can occur and balance can begin but first we must remove our resistance by calming the ego's fear of healing. Balance puts us at zero polarity, a neutral position of detachment, where we can create from our highest source and manifest our dreams. This is what healing brings us and it is our gift of the ascension process. Yes, it is difficult but only for the moment in which we have to choose between ego and spirit, our fear or unconditional love. Once we feel the freedom that is ours when we heal the wound we will not go back to it and balance can then be created."
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Copyright (C) 2004 - 2008 by Jennifer Hoffman. All rights reserved. All material on this page is protected by US and international copyright law and may not be quoted or reproduced without the express written permission of the author. All authorized reproductions, quotes or copies, in whole or in part, must reference the author's name and the Uriel Heals website, http://www.urielheals.com/. (Posted with permission from author).
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