No matter the affirmations, no matter the examination of my situation, a feeling of complete emptiness continues to drag me into the depths of hell. This emptiness can only be alleviated through intimacy and physical touch. It is obvious that I am going to have to start frequenting the bath house and other gatherings where I can meet others who are able to touch me and hold me and talk to me and reassure me that I am loved. There is a CMG pool party on Saturday and I plan to attend that. I joined a yahoo group, Naked San Diego, and they have lots of social events that I can attend. (I love the sunshine!). I look forward to meeting others at these events. I intend to have physical, mental, and emotional intimacy.
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